JETS striker Labinot Haliti yesterday apologised to his teammates, the club and Newcastle fans for being sent off in the Jets 3-0 loss to the Central Coast on Monday night at Bluetongue Stadium.
Haliti's dismissal was the result of two avoidable yellow cards the first for diving and the second for deliberate handball.
The former Kosovo refugee was visibly distraught in the Jets dressing shed after the match and the events were still weighing heavily on his shoulders at yesterday's recovery session on Nobby's Beach.
"In the second half everything happened so quick I didn't do it deliberately it was just one of the things," Haliti said.
"I apologised to the boys after the game and I apologise to the club and the fans.
"It's just one of those things you're going to learn from and I need to be positive and look forward to the rest of the games."
Haliti received his first yellow card in the 48th minute for diving when he fell over in the box after becoming tangled with Mariners defender Shane Huke.
Haliti pleaded for a penalty but referee Ben Williams saw it differently and made him only the third Jet to be carded for simulation.
Vaughan Coveny (twice) and Joel Griffiths once were both booked for diving in the 2006-07 season.
Haliti completed a ignominious rap sheet by receiving his second yellow card for a deliberate handball eight minutes later with the Jets two goals in arrears.
Haliti tapped down a long ball with his hand before poking the ball into the back of the net.
The incident brought about the 24-year-old's first red card in his eight-year professional football career and a spray from his coach Branko Culina as he trudged off the field.
Culina later revealed in the post-match press conference that he told Haliti, "it's a long trip to Newcastle by bus".
But the veteran coach also said there would be no long-term ramifications for Haliti.
"He's a smart enough and experienced enough player to know he did the wrong thing by himself and by the team," Culina said.
"That happens, that's football. We've all done it so you've just got to forgive and forget and move on."
It was a sombre ride for the Jets back up the F3 freeway, but Haliti said he had not been ostracised by his teammates for his moments of madness.
"The boys were great, but unfortunately it happened the way it happened," he said.
"I apologised to the boys after the game and it's something I'll take on board."
Haliti hinted frustration was behind his handball, after he went close to putting Newcastle ahead in the third minute with a header from an Ali Abbas cross.
However, Jets skipper Matt Thompson accidentally blocked what would have almost certainly been a goal.
"I could have scored a goal in the first two minutes with a header," Haliti said.
"The ball didn't want to go in and it turned against us."
While admitting his fault in the handball incident, Haliti believes Williams incorrectly booked him for diving.
"I looked at the guy [Huke] after it and he was saying he was lucky, so I think he got me with a touch," he said.
Haliti will miss Friday night's final home game of the season against Adelaide United through suspension but will be available for the Jets first semi-final the following week.