KNIGHTS legend Adam MacDougall refuses to believe that tomorrow night's do-or-die showdown with St George Illawarra will be his last home game in Newcastle colours.
MacDougall, who at 35 is the NRL's oldest player, is off contract at the end of the season and facing an uncertain future.
The former Test star and two-time premiership winner has boldly declared he intends to play next season, but Knights officials remain non-committal about the prospect of re-signing him.
Asked yesterday whether he was approaching tomorrow night's game as a possible farewell to EnergyAustralia Stadium, MacDougall replied, "No, definitely not . . . definitely not. I've had some positive discussions with my manager and with the club. The one thing I'll give the club is we've had good, open and honest dialogue from day one.
"Admittedly it's probably taken longer than I'd have liked."
MacDougall said he had attracted interest from rival clubs in Sydney but would prefer to see out his days with Newcastle, for whom he has played 147 games.
"It's definitely not my last season of football," he said.
"I'll be playing next year - that decision has been made - and hopefully it well be here.
"I wouldn't want to leave.
"That was the reason I came back here, to finish my career.
"Circumstances I suppose have allowed me to keep playing perhaps longer than I thought, but I've had a lot of good advice from people like Phil Gould, Andrew Johns and even my father, and they've all encouraged me to keep playing.
"I'm definitely going to keep playing."MacDougall is no stranger to such uncertainty. Two years ago it appeared he would be parting company with Newcastle, but after months of negotiations, he emerged with a two-season contract.
Knights coach Rick Stone said this week he would defer any further talks with MacDougall until Newcastle's season was finished.
Stone has also spoken to former Newcastle centre Matt Gidley, who has been playing for four years with English club St Helens, about the possibility of a final fling with the Knights next season.
Stone said it was unlikely he would find room for both MacDougall and Gidley in his backline next season, but MacDougall saw no reason why the two veterans could not operate in tandem.
"They're not decisions for me to make, but he [Gidley] was a great player for the club and I'm sure if he can come back he'll make a great contribution as well," he said.
A broken thumb has restricted MacDougall to just 12 games this season but he has formed a lethal combination with Aku Uate on Newcastle's right edge.
In last week's win against Brisbane, he crossed for his 82nd try for the Knights to equal Timana Tahu's club record.
MacDougall said it would be "a massive challenge" for Newcastle's right-side defence tomorrow night containing St George Illawarra strike weapons Ben Creagh, Darius Boyd, Matt Cooper and Brett Morris.